ll my bloods have come back within the so called famous normal range so why is it that I have spent the best part of last week end and this week in bed to tired to depressed and in to much pain to do anything and sobbing non stop! It's my birthday on Tuesday and I'm dreading it because the family want me to go out to dinner with them. I feel so mean feeling like that but the only place I seem to be less panicky is in my bedroom. even showering and putting on make up at the moment seems like climbing mount Everest. what is happening my life its ruined.