I have had a lot of changes to my meds recently. I am desperately holding out for a private blood test around the end of this month, after a period of returning to my ‘old’ prescription (100 mcg levo), which had stopped any real improvement in symptoms for about a year. It seemed clear T3 was required. However it’s not worked well for me and I am in a bit of a spin.
So, history: one attempt at increasing levo on local endo instructions (T4 went very high terrible Raynauds etc). One attempt at self medicating T3 (but rapid heart beats) and one attempt at T3 via private endo (but rapid heart beats) since last blood tests for private endo appointment, which were posted here end of October. Three and a bit months.
3 episodes in A&E due to rapid heartbeat- which continues periodically - desperately trying to keep a lid on it. Other episodes too which I have restrained myself and stayed home. Feeling traumatised by the visits to A&E - nothing apparently wrong! If I was not having panic attacks earlier, I am pretty sure they are contributing now!
I am being fitted with one of those holster things to attempt to see what is going on with heart but at the moment my date is two months away. A&E also advising GP to refer me to Endocrinology for advice. You might imagine how I feel about that. As if things are not in a big enough mess and likely to get some more superficial advice muddying already muddied waters.
I feel I need an update or support for my ‘wait and see’ strategy which is proving enormously difficult. I feel trapped. It’s either wait and see or terrorising myself trying something else. There is no ‘third way’.
In fact private endo seemed to think that neither T3 nor levo was going to work for me. That remains devastating. I am stuck here on a level of meds which are clearly not working (even worse than before) and I can’t take T3 or levo!! It’s a scary place.