Hello, all. Having read through some of your questions and posts, I feel that my scenario/question is definitely in the right place for some solid advice. The knowledge here is really reassuring and I would appreciate any help or advice. Hopefully one day I can return the favour.
I was diagnosed hypo a long time ago now, and I’ve avoided seeing my GP (touch wood I’ve not needed to) for a number of years. I’ve ignored their blood test review calls and texts and up until today, I was able to get away with it. I’ve now had to book in for a blood test to check my thyroid levels, and I can’t really put into words how much I’m dreading it.
The reason I’ve not seen my GP or visited the surgery for review is I have no confidence whatsoever. They’ve shown signs of incompetence before.
I’ve been taking 125mcg Levothyroxine for years and I have always been well on it. The dose was fiddled with in the earlier days but this has been my dose for the best part of a decade. I spent 4 years back and forth for tests at hospital before reaching that dose and now, I’m well and I’m happy.
The sticking point - or it will be for my GP - is my TSH. As far as I know, they won’t test anything else. My last private test with Thriva was in October 2020 and for a few years of private testing it’s always stuck around the 0.04mIU/L point. Their range is a bit odd but they show their ‘normal’ as 0.27-4.2mIU/L. Of course, I’m in the ‘abnormal’ section.
I am frightened to death of going for my test on the 15th. My doctor is the same one that treats my Mum, who is also hypo, and they’ve reduced her medication with no consultation before, and a face to face appointment needs to be booked weeks or even months in advance. Honestly!
When I booked my appointment today, I was told I wasn’t allowed to see a GP until after the results had been gathered, and an appointment to discuss them isn’t guaranteed. So do I not get to discuss anything with them? I just accept the change? I really don’t want to alter the dose and I wish I could explain this and argue my case. I know from previous experience that symptoms are not taken into account by them, it’s just the numbers.
These are my options:
- cancel the test and risk a ‘daily’ or ‘weekly’ prescription until I go (they’ve threatened this before)
- carry on with my dose and attend the blood test, and hope I get consulted when my medication reduces (because it will!) or wait weeks/months to argue whilst on a lower dose
- lower my dose myself in the weeks before the test in the hope it raises the ‘all important’ TSH number, risking adverse symptoms and a possible reduction still needed if it doesn’t work in time
I can’t believe I’m considering the last option, but could I do this? This is desperation talking. I’ve dreaded this moment for years (apologies for the dramatics, but it’s true)
I can’t fathom that this is the position I’m in when I feel well. Not jittery or on edge or suffering with my heart or tummy or nerves. Nothing. I monitor my heart by wearing a fitness tracker and it always behaves perfectly! ‘If it ain’t broke, let’s break it’ springs to mind.
I hope I’ve not put anyone in a position by posting this but I am at my wits end. And I apologise for the emotional tone. If anyone can advise what to do, or how to approach this, I would appreciate it.
Thank you in advance.