I’m so upset!
I just saw an endocrinologist who told me that going by my TSH levels I was hypERthyroid instead of hypOthyroid.
I asked about all my hypo symptoms which she said were probably due to something else(!). Like, I’ve had and still have - to a lesser degree - every hypo symptom ever. Even now I’ve been on T3 for a few years I still haven’t escaped hyperthyroidism completely.
The endocrinologist said I needed to drop the T3 and just take more T4. And then to come back for her if I still required her opinion. In the meantime, by taking T3 I was irreversibly damaging my heart and giving myself osteoporosis.
I pointed out that I had lost two years of my life going to my GP and not having any help with my thyroid, and that three years ago, within 2 days of taking T3 I felt a different person: All my hypothyroid symptoms reduced, from chronic pain to my nails growing, being freezing all the time, to my thinned eyebrows, etc. Again she said these symptoms were probably due to something else?! Like, they’re textbook hypothyroid symptoms which almost disappeared when I took T3.
Apparently my successful experience taking T3 was completely subjective - she insinuated it was the placebo effect, or I’d made it up - to which I responded, “Ask my husband about his experience of me taking T3: he’ll tell you how I was transformed.”
She said my brother having DIO2 gene was irrelevant, she still wouldn’t prescribe me T3 even if it were shown I had the same gene, as to her mind it was purely academic and there was no scientific evidence behind the theory.
She was very firm in saying if she did something she didn’t believe in - ie; prescribing me T3 and thereby putting my health in danger - she wouldn’t be doing her job properly.
That’s fair enough if she doesn’t believe in T3, but to insinuate my symptom relief was psychosomatic, and say without saying it that my hypo symptoms were due to me being a chronic malingerer, and that I couldn’t know what a low thyroid felt like - which I bloody well can; readers, hypothyroidism physically HURTS - I’m just so effing insulted!
I went to my GP for 2 years when I could barely scrape myself out of bed and he wouldn’t prescribe me more T4 - which had never helped me completely anyway - even though I could feel, and visually see from the state of my nails and hair - that I wasn’t getting enough help with my thyroid.
Then as soon as I took T3 - because I had to take my health into my own hands - I was infinitely better.
I’m so effing cross to be so unsupported - as always - with my thyroid. And the Endo had the nerve to say the Thyroid Association etc agreed with her! Argh!!
I feel so let down by the medical establishment. Yet again.
Am I wrong??!
/rant over