Wow, phew, cripes, oh and Hello fellow suffers. Don't know if I will be back on here tomorrow or next week...in the habit of either forgetting things or shutting things and people out.
Presenting me in 2007,
size 18, 12 stone , 46yr old, manager of small holiday park, large dog as pet, fit, did a lot of walking, gardening, running shop and bar, 2 teens at home
2007 after months of OK thyroid tests when I felt so ill and had loads of symptoms, and a customer told me I had "gone grey and lost my sparkle" the GP sent me to hosp for test where they decided I was premenopausal and gave me oestrogen supplements. didn't get much better.
2011 got asymetric Graves Disease. Tests showed I was Overactive Thyroid despite showing symptons of underactive.
High doses Carbimazole reducing over time to a level..after 6 months of staying level the doc would reduce the dose further slowly I would become ill again and the Carbimazole would have to be increased, and so we go on for a number of years...operation not an option as I can only be considered for Life threatening Surgery. Radio five treatment not considered by my Endo as not always good with Graves and also I have vision probs since a stroke. So he says so long as we monitor kidney, liver funct regular then can stay on Carbimazole. Ok.
Swollen, sore flaky legs, weight gain, lack concentration, sleepy, stupid dreams, etc etc
Endo retires, now got new younger Endo...have to go through everything again...symptons no better... till I just totally lose it crying and shouting about sick of being I'll and not getting better no one listens to me. Now taking levothyroxine and carbimazole to see if we can find a balance, feel happier in myself, calmer, not perfect but definitely better than I have felt for years.
2018
Size 24...22 stone, and still gaining despite smaller plates and more veggies. 57 yrs old stay at home person with fat lumpy legs, can't walk, can't garden, (have other probs non thyroid related that stop me from taking physical exercise) sleeps a lot.
I think it looks like finding a level where we feel well enough to function is the main goal for anyone with this problem.
I sincerely hope that eveyonehas some laughter in their day or something to make them smile...I hope I can get through my fuzzy head and remember you are here as it will be nice to visit again. Xxxx