I wonder if someone might be able to help me. Everyone seems so lovely and helpful! Apologies if this post runs long, the road to this point has been a long one.
I first started becoming unwell in my early 20’s, and started going to my GP around the age of 23/24 (I’m now 28). My symptoms gradually worsened over a period of a few years. It started with fatigue and muscle and joint pain. I gained weight steadily. Developed awful eczema on my hands. My eyes were dry and itchy. I couldn’t regulate my temperature. I was getting pins and needles and couldn’t concentrate. I was exhausted and had no libido. My periods became very light. My hair thinned and I developed a (very nearly complete) bald patch at the front of my head.
I had lots and lots of tests over a period of several years. Thinking back to it now I remember my TSH often coming back as abnormal but my GP never looked into this further as my T4 was in normal ranges. I also had an ANA antibody test as there’s a lot of auto immune in my family (Graves disease, diabetes, rheumatoid arthritis, and my mum has a condition that presents a lot like lupus), and this was ‘borderline positive’. They never did more with that. I was misdiagnosed with PCOS for a while which turned out not to be the case. My GP seemed convinced it was mental health related and I lost my confidence in challenging him. I felt like they thought I was a hypochondriac. Eventually I was begrudgingly referred to a specialist who diagnosed me with Fibromyalgia.
They started me on Nortryptaline, and things rapidly improved. I lost a lot of weight, my hair filled in, eczema went away completely. I felt alert and active. That lasted about 10 months and then things started to slip again. I had always trusted the fibro diagnosis because I got better with the nortryptaline, but I’m realising now that in the month I was diagnosed, I also started a new, very stressful job, and my relationship of 7 years cake to an abrupt end. I was extremely stressed, and I’m wondering now if it shocked my system into action a bit.
When things started to deteriorate it was gradual, and then all at once. I was more tired. Groggy feeling. Sore. Then I gained 5 stone in 7 months. The eczema’s back, as is the bald patch. The gp kept upping my Nortryptaline, which is now at the top dose and isn’t helping. He ran my bloods in December and said my TSH was ‘up’ but T4 was normal so he wasn’t worried. I’ve just had them done again and my TSH was 4.8 which he said was outside of the normal range (I don’t know what the range is), but again said my T4 was in normal ranges so he wasn’t concerned.
I don’t know what to think. My brother, who sees the same gp, is struggling with fatigue and psoriasis, and also has elevated TSH which the gp isn’t acting on.
I guess what I’m asking is, could 4.8 be high enough to be indicating a problem? I don’t have the confidence to fight my go anymore. But I’m thinking of giving it one last shot and moving to a new surgery. I just need some reassurance that I’m not barking up completely the wrong tree here.
It’s making me miserable. I just want my life back! I thought I had found the answer with the fibro diagnosis, and now I feel like I’m back to square one.
Any insights, experiences, or response would be gratefully received. Sorry for the long post! 😁