Been doing lots of research today after getting my private thyroid results with the help of some lovely ladies here. Currently I am diagnosed with endometriosis and ME and that's it but have classic hypothyroid symptoms and have done for a decade.
After getting my results (TSH is 2.02 but FT4 at bottom of lab's reference range), looking back to my history and reading up I've been piecing things together and I think I finally may know why I've been so unwell for the last 10 years.
Essentially 10 years ago I was started on a drug called zoladex which works on the pituitary gland to create a pseudo menopause. The first six months were great and it was decided I should stay on it. Then things started to go downhill. Main factors were severe fatigue, joint pain, complete extreme loss of libido (couldn't stand to kiss, be touched etc), weight gain, hair loss, depression, brain fog, mood swings etc etc. I was diagnosed with ME even though that didn't cover most of my symptoms. TSH etc was tested, at one point I was told it was borderline. Every other time it was normal. All other tests in normal range.
I stayed on the drug for a further 18 months before stopping, so 2 years in total. Unfortunately the symptoms continued and worsened until I could no longer work. Had to then move across the country so complete change of doctors. After 5 years my libido finally came back for around a year but only when I came off all hormonal treatments. Had a marginal improvement in my symptoms. Then I became pregnant and everything went back to square 1. It's now been a year since I had my twins and my health is worse than ever, libido still absent which is always my biggest clue that something is off with my hormones but doctors will not listen.
After reading up on things today it seems that if my FT4 has dropped to the bottom of the normal range, my TSH should have gone up higher but it hasn't. From what I've read, it seems my body is using up most of the FT4 to turn it into T3 but my TSH isn't responding by increasing to make more. It seems to make sense to me that this is related to the medication I was on, given the timings and the way the drug works.
It's a long shot but I'm wondering if anyone has been in a similar boat and managed to get properly investigated? How did you handle this with your GP? I know if I go in there with this today I'm going to be treated like a crackpot but I've been living with steadily worsening health for 10 years now and I'm so far past desperate. I want to be able to pick up my own kids rather than needing my husband to do it, I am just done.
If he doesn't agree to refer me to someone or do something, I'm going to have to go private which I really can't afford but I don't know what else to do. I have no quality of life and if there's something that could help I need to at least try. I could be completely wrong but surely it's worth investigating further?
Thanks for reading if you've come this far!