hiya all is it just me or is it normal no matter what i do i cant seem to hold down a job ,,i have just lost my last job at a supermarket when i was on the till i just could not remember to add up change,,i have been working in shops for years but now i just cant think? ,,i dont know why? i feel really thick ,,my manger said cant you get it right or are you just stupid ! i have pustulosis psoriasis on my hands and feet i only got this when i got thoryod problems so i cant work with food,, when i go for interviews i try and hide my hands and say nothing about Graves' Disease, Hyperthyroidism , because i no i wont get the job ? and when i serve people and they see my hands i get some nasty comments like ewwww ..or omg yuk .the more i use my hands in a day the worse they become by the and off the day there saw and bleeding as i cant keep my skin greasy at work ! i have been told after 10 years off treatment there is nothing left just keep using gloves and creams will add a pic off my hands they bleed a lot and are saw,, i feel so tired and week all the time ,,am i alone how do people live ,,its got to the point my husband is calling me just lazy and saying i am not paying my way admittedly he pays for everything as i have no money at all,,how do people cope ? well writing this i am sat crying feeling worthless this illness has changed my life and my self so much i dont recognise my self,,from a out going hard worker to a week person who never seems to leave her bedroom ,, i am on meds t3/t4 ..please tell me i am not alone and there is a reason for this ,,x
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