Thank you all, for being here. I've had so much help from you all and I'm very grateful. Today I'm asking for advice on dealing with adrenal fatigue. When I was first thinking of going for NDT because I felt to be getting nowhere fast with my GP and Levo - I read a lot about it, especially on Thyroid UK and STTP. I read that I should take NDT until symptoms improve. I read that if symptoms don't improve it is due to adrenal problems. That seemed to be very definate. So I pushed on ahead. Got up to 3 grains of Thyroid S. Still felt unwell, though my recent blood test indicated that I was a little overmedicated. I didn't feel it!.
So I reduced to 2 grains. Felt rotten. Went up to 2.5 and felt a little better, but not great. My wrist pain got worse on that so I've gone back to three and my wrist problem has gone. My heel pain is still as bad as ever. But overall I don't feel any better.
However, I've been doing even more reading and, except for the wrist pain (which has improved) and temperature (which is still low), I'm unsure as to whether I am overmedicated or not. So many symptoms overlap.
I posted a little while ago about how bad I felt after watching Game of Thrones, although I had been fascinated in a weird way by it - the horror at the goryness (is that a word?) of it.
I started to read more about adrenal fatigue. I found a check list of symptoms and scored "you're in a dangerous place" I thought i was being conservative when it asked "do you feel.......?" and I ticked 4 out of 5! I felt like YES, absolutely, 5, but just checked 4 - feeling foolish even to myself.
If I can find it again, I'll post it.
I am finding that, as long as thing are going along hunky dory, I manage okay, even feel well , but, my goodness, if things aren't just as they should be I'm in tears. Straight to bed exhausted.
Last week we went camping. True to form, we had rain - even though the forecast had been good for us. With a gazebo to protect me from the rain, being outdoors and a jolly good excuse to not have to chase around doing stuff - sat watching the rain doing my crochet. By day three I was feeling wonderful. I was even composing a post in my head to tell you all how well I was feeling! Things went downhill when the weather improved and we had to start acting like holiday makers.
On the day we were packing up, I hurt my hand. I cried. I had a huge swelling on my hand and a bruise which covered more than half of the back of my hand. It wasn't broken. It wasn't even that painful, really. We continued packing and I drove home. But my goodness did I cry! I cried and cried like a dam had bust! I cried as I was driving - all the way home! Three hours. Tears dripping of my chin. My poor grandaughter didn't know what to do. I haven't felt right since, though the bruising has gone and my hand doesn't hurt.
This week we have had a bit of an issue at work. Although the problem itself is not personal to me, I have taken it a bit personally and been in tears at work which is very embarrassing.
I think that I am just worn out. Even years ago, when I was underweight, I used to joke that the reason I was underweight was because I was living on nervous energy. It amazes me, now at 17 stones, that I once went to the doctor because I was concerned about my low weight.
My quandry, now, is how to deal with what is likely to be adrenal fatigue. If I go to the doctor I feel sure that he will say one of two things. Either - antidepressants, which I don't want and feel strongly that I don't need, OR he'll recognise the stress factor and sign me off work (which I think I probably DO need) but can't let that happen because I've committed myself to too much stuff to feel willing to take myself off.
I work full time, 9-5, nice civilised hours, for the NHS. I have full clinics booked until October, at best. In addition I teach. I use annual leave to do my teaching, which I have done for several years, and which means that I only have that one week camping holiday per year (which we do at the same time every year). In addition, I have committed myself to cover maternity leave for someone at another hospital. The work for that is done in overtime.
So you can see that I can't just fall apart.
What I need is a really good adrenal support to help me through. I try very hard to keep my diet good and am gluten free. I am trying to reduce my reliance on sugar.
Any ideas? Something I can do without having to go to the doctor for a remedy that I don't want?