Not a good nite

[debber]

My head hurts and my stomach hurts and feeling on edge. And ya been shedding all day today. why do we have to be put thru this? Just why? Cant sleep when you don't feel good. I wish God would just take me away from all this.

[Clutter]

Debber, it won't be long now until the NDT kicks in and you start feeling better. If you can't sleep, just try to rest and sneak a nap in the day if you need to.

[debber]

Okay Clutter I'll do. I had rough nite and today I still feel same. Ive been crying as I'm a wussy girl. It seems I'm at my peak with my symptoms. i finally cried myself sleep at 3 am. You have been with me the whole way when no one had and I thank you with my whole heart. You have been my main support. Will you marry me lol. I have four depos to take this week Tuesday wednesday thurs and I'm trying to work with all this going on. do you have Facebook? I'm going to work a lil now and yes I will lay down

[Stormx]

Hi Debber

Oh you sound just like me, it's so hard and it seems to take everything out of you, your life soul and spirit. I to spent the night crying and wishing just to be put out my memory, I feel as though I am dead anyway

[debber in reply to Stormx]

Yeah, Storm, its not an exact science is it. It throws everything out of whack for sure. And it's not a quick fix. You know I had this since I was little and now I know, it took me getting in my 40s to realize but the good thing is Storm we know and so many ppl are walking around feeling this and don't reslize it and I feel our medical system has failed us with this.

You're not dead storm but I know it sure feels like that. it's not fun kiddo especially when so many don't know what we are talking about but I thank God for you guys. I'm with you and hang in there, a minute at a time Storm. We will cry together as we know what the pains are with this. If I didn't get back on my meds I describe it as a slow suicide. I slowly saw me declining the longer I was without so thank God for what meds we have and nor will I ever deny I have a problem with this as I did. I cannot EVER be without my meds. I am going be going back to get tested and it will interesting to see and I will post it. I'm here for ya Storm and you're in my prayers.