I have made previous posts, still feeling horrid
severely depressed, feel like I am in a bubble, keep bursting out into tears for no reason
still on 100mg of Thyroxine, going to gym regularly and training hard, which is giving me a bit more self esteem
but things I normally enjoy, I just feel so out of it and suicidal a lot of the time, like I`d be better off not here
throughout the last 5 years, I have been on every anti depressant known to man, SSRI and Tricyllic types, none of which have helped me, apart from cause me to sweat profusely and gain loads of weight
now much healthier physically, gym doing wonders for physique, my diet is good
no junk or processed rubbish, but i still feel awful "mentally"
I take the Thyroxine, and also taking my Vitamin D because I am deficient in that, along with Ginger capsules, Ginkgo Biloba, Korean Ginseng, Multi Vitamin
my GP isn't helping, I don't know what to do now
don't know if its thyroid related or if I need someat for whatever levels are low in my body of god knows what?