One of my unfortunate symptoms with my IBS is acid reflux. I had an acid reflux attack on a train a year ago which made me feel panicked as I thought the sensation was needing to vomit so went to the train bathroom and gagged a few times and felt pretty traumatised from that day forward. After this, I couldn’t leave the house without panicking about being sick in public and not having the right facilities. I could barely do anything at this point without carrying an emergency plastic bag and travel sick tablets in my bag. I started chewing gum to keep my neck muscles busy and managed to get onto CBT for this. It did work at the time but my recent struggles with nausea related to migraines has reignited the flame.
Furthermore, if my diarrhoea is not my ‘usual’ type or goes on for too long I begin to panic about whether I have caught a stomach bug. If I eat something I feel is ‘off’ or ‘undercooked’ or if I have been somewhere like the hospital I cannot rest until 48 hrs after the event and I have proved to myself I don’t have a stomach bug.
It’s really debilitating and I still cannot go on buses, trains or planes for too long without panicking.
I just wanted to see if there’s anyone else out there.