Left side pain under ribs and panic attacks

[Hollings]

Hi I'm having a it's not exactly pain but a dull sort of ache flare up after an explosive week of diorrhea but only once a day. Which makes me panic and think the worst Ive become terrified of going to the doctors I make an appointment and then cancel, even though the doctor I see is very good. I've had ibs for nearly forty years and it's ruined my life, I can't arrange to go anywhere without spending hours in the bathroom before hand and even if I do have a bm Im anxious the whole time Im out. I sometimes wish I was dead then it would all be over.

[jjb1983]

I can relate to this on occasions, could you not ask for a home visit from your doc?