So the other day I unfortanatly had to eat which I hate. There was a big crowd and they would notice if I was hiding my food. But now my parents are making me food at home which I hate :/ yesterday my nan made me a sandwich. I ripped a large chunk of it off, flattend it then put it on the inside of my sandwich. Of course it made it look like I ate it and she belived me. She thinks that this anorexia will go away if I just eat but It won't. I can't eat. I've tried but I just can't. I was force fed once which I hated and soon after I made myself throw up the food. I mean I can trick people into thinking I'm fine with all the fake smiles and stuff. But I don't want my family finding out I've stopped eating again. I forced myself to eat when I was in the resraunt hateing myself the more I ate. I couldent hide my food because it was so crowded. If my family didn't notice other people sure will. Which is why I'm asking people for tips on not eating in front of people. I usally cut the food up in tiny peices, discract my family while talking and then pushing the food I cut behind or inside other foods on the plate until it looks like I've eaten. I mean they are that botherd about eating their own food that they think I'm eating too and all in doing is moving my food around the plate and cutting it up. But i coukdent do that because i was in a crowded place. People would notice. Anyway has anyone got any tips on how to not eat in front of people? Secretly not eat while in a large crowd?