Hi:
I relocated from Biston to California this past year. Big changes and challenges; but also beautiful house/opportunities though bit isolating as we are brand new Emory nesters. We did have a 14 day cross-country trip in our RV last month & also fortunate to travel back to Boston for 3 weeks over holidays with my 18 yo son & 20 yo daughter & dh!
I asked for Pallocative care in my home and PT & Nurse came 1x visit & discharges me I’ve yet to ask for that SW visit they promised me; not sure why; life gets in the way u guess.
My current issue: in October 2019
I successfully weaned off Zoloft that is been in for anxiety. I am extremely randomly testy and sometimes cannot stop crying with a bit of breathlessness. It happens over tiny things Luke cancer commercial or my 20 yo daughter or son telling me she wants to cut her 5 week break short to 3 weeks & my son saying “...he didn’t fly to Boston to see me ya know”. I didn’t let them see me cry & did address their approach & explained how hurt it all made me. I don’t know if it’s the holiday season; I don’t feel depressed or withdrawn rather just “scared” if all the unknowns & potentially future missed milestones when I succumb to this. I’m pretty much fine during the day; but at nite my
Mind wanders & I cannot sleep. I do take 5 mg Ambien & 1 mg Ativan @ nite to sleep. Any suggestions welcome.
Th and you all. Happy holidays & good health/fortune this new year to all.
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