The "Phantom Stealing People" (PSP) my new acronym!! Charles isn't truly here anymore. He's taking Trazadone at night and they just upped the dose again to help him sleep and he does, all day and all night. Though stable the apathy and silence makes me so sad I cried buckets yesterday.
Even though they say no dementia per se, it is so. He's like a 2 year old in many ways.
What hurts the most is the lack of speech or attempts to use the tools for communication. His love is somewhere but in a glimpse or so here and there.
I can't remember what he looked like or how he was in the past. Julie, you said it came back and I hope it will but now its a distant memory of our life together.
No one understands! I feel so abandoned and so lonely. Today is another day and I'm managing but my broken heart, I fear, will never heal.
Thanks for your support, everyone.