Does any one relate to this? I seem to be able to try to maintain my sanity most of the time, trying to carry on as normal , but suddenly, I get caught out. I was in B&Q of all places, looking for plugs and hinges, when I was overwhelmed by grief, as I realised how much I missed B.( He was at the Hospice.) He was always doing DIY . Our house is full of stuff that he has put up, made or altered. I have been dealing with such things for at least six years, so I was shocked to have this reaction now, totally out of the blue. I had to fight back the tears. I hate PSP. It steals your beloved from you while they are still there. We did so much together, now I do it alone or not at all. I love the man I have but I miss the man that I had so much.