So I just had my third child 8 months ago. I had post partum depression terribly bad with my last son. You would think I would have recognized sooner with this one that it was happening again. It has been a humiliating nightmare. I live with my Mother and brother n law who has a personality disorder. I have bipolar disorder, adhd and ptsd so I have been suffering all of the symptoms. When I started not wanting my baby and wishing I hadn’t had children I knew it was post partum.