I have a follow up call with the nice lady GP tomorrow morning, after I had the neck scan on Wednesday. I've just been reading some of the posts here and it highlighted for me the importance of staying in control of this journey and how careful you need to be in what you say during consultations to prevent HCPs going off on the well worn tangents. Part of the problem for me has been lack of continuity of care, due to availability of docs, so I am now trying to stay with the lady GP as I like and respect her. This post is in part, me getting my thoughts straight, and I need some help from you smart and knowledgeable folks in being absolutely clear in what it is that I need from the GP. Sorry it is so long.
Where I think I am right now: I do have a polymyalgia that is extremely responsive to steroids. The stiffness and fatigue has been pretty debilitating. I believe that I have PMR and that I still have it. If I drop the pred dose, I expect the symptoms to worsen again and I believe the autoimmune situation to still be as active as ever.
Just to recap, I started on pred at 15mg in Feb 2023, which gave miraculous and almost complete relief from pain and stiffness. Due to psych effects, after 3 weeks, I had dropped to 7.5mg, which gave me about 90% relief of initial dose. I've been on 5mg pred for months and that has given me mostly 70-80% relief, though I have had a lot of good and bad days. I am going on holiday next week and have upped to 6mg a few days ago so that I can manage to get through the holiday. This gives me 90-95% of the relief that I had initially. I haven't told the GP that I have upped the dose, after I got a chewing from the grumpy rheumatologist, and I am dipping into my small emergency stash atm.
From the posts I saw today, it seems that my experience with the grumpy rheumatologist is all too familiar. He told me that he thought I had PMR initially, but that he is not sure that I still have it and thinks something else is going on and the pred is masking it. He didn't say what that something else might be or why he thinks that. From memory, I think it might have been after I commented that ESR and CRP have never been raised.
As far as I can see, I think other possible diagnoses have been excluded. I do not have raised ESR or CRP and never have. Lupus and RA anti bodies negative. No vitamin deficiencies found. Thyroid function normal. Neck scan showed no enlargement of thyroid and no abnormalities of salivary glands. Initial physical exam by GP showed no trigger points for fibromyalgia. Further exam by musculoskeletal man showed no neurological involvement, which I take to mean that Fybro also ruled out. Any joint involvement, I would say is only what I would expect for a 65 yr old woman, though I would say that I am probably slightly better off than many women my age as far as OA concerned. The stiffness is confined to the large muscles in the classic pattern for PMR.
I don't believe that I have fibro, because of steroid response and also a lot of my pain and stiffness responded to ibuprofen pre pred. GP ruled out the trigger points. Though yesterday, from self examination, I do have tenderness at the exact spots just below the jawline, the collar bone, hip and buttock for fybro, so arguably, I might have 8/18 trigger spots. However, I do not suffer night time pain or pain on resting. The pain comes when I need my muscles to stretch, so that I can move.
If I have anything else, I have been told that I have osteoarthritis in the vertebrae at the base of my neck by osteopath and physio. My neck and traps have been very stiff since I got flu in Jan 2023 and that is when all the clicking and graunching in my neck started and difficulty in moving my head. I do not get full relief from the neck problems from the pred dose that I am on.
tbh, I do have my concerns about the pred. I don't like the way it makes me feel and I have anxieties about the long term damage it is doing to my body. Whilst it helps with the stiffness and my mobility, I would say that I feel less well in myself since I started pred. Certainly the fatigue is worse. That said, I think I would be pretty debilitated without it and I don't really want to go through all the discomfort of withdrawal, no matter how slowly I taper, if I am going to end up straight back on it again. I think I have been on too low dose at 5mg and that I really need 6mg, atm.
I was thinking that I might do a rehash of this post, with some judicious editing, and forward it to GP via e consult before the consultation tomorrow at 8.30 to make sure that we can make best use of the few minute that we have on the phone. Atm, I am wondering where I go from here, but I think I need to be able to tell her what I need, so that I can have some control over this. Having read back the above, I think I most probably need to stand my ground and say no more tapering for now. Let's just go forward with the idea that I do have PMR, as everything else seems to have been ruled out.