Today I had my 6monthly appointment with my new rheumatologist Dr. Coath at Southend Hospital (I was seeing Prof Dasgupta but he's now retired from his NHS practice)
It's my second appointment with Dr. Coath and how refreshing and reassuring it was to speak to a medical professional who genuinely seems completely clued up about PMR/GCA and steroids.
She was very happy with all my blood test results, and praised the various preventative measures I had in place to minimise steroid side effects. She also fully supported my very slow and 'considered' management of a tapering strategy that's currently working successfully for me..... all of this which I have learnt from advice offered through this forum!.... (Thankyou to all those people who continually make such a difference and help remove the 'fear'.)
I returned home from my appointment feeling proud of my little 'successes', motivated to continue meeting any future challenges with determination and resolve and reassured that I was doing all the right things that would maximise my own personal health and well-being.
In the grand scheme of things, it's not much, but I feel very fortunate in so many respects and today has been a very positive day that's completely lifted my spirits.
I'm of course not 'cured' and I've no doubt at all that there'll be further challenges ahead, but today.....life feels a little 'lighter'.
PMR & GCA can frequently cause us to feel very low and for a lot of very good reasons, so when we do experience any small triumph, it's important to acknowledge it, embrace it and enjoy it.
We all of us experience our own individual struggles.... some more debilitating and severe than others, and it's easy to become lost in that mirky 'fog' of PMR/GCA. This means we can sometimes miss...or even dismiss those moments of release, relief & respite from that daily struggle.
We must keep our eyes open and our minds alert for these moments because if we know they will present themselves, then we will be far better equipped to deal with those bad days, should they present themselves!