Warning, long complaining session ahead ...may want to save it until Monday !
Boy I was certainly naive when I posted earlier about my short rheumy visit, being upset about a 10-15 minute appointment and not getting my questions answered. Her instructions were, “keep reducing pred”., your blood tests are fine”, and out the door. guess 10 minutes is the norm now.
I had been healthy at 74 and on no medications before all this started last summer first with Graves’ disease and then PMR/GCA Jan. 1, 2918. My GP was not so rushed. I’m in the US. but this seems to be happening all over now.
So after getting fired by my first rheumy at the beginning of April, my GP and the new rheumy have tapered me from 37.5 to 25.0 in 3 weeks. Before this I had been on 40. since I was diagnosed.
This taper has been OK for the most part, with some withdrawal symptoms the first few days after reductions. PMR type muscle pains, heavy legs, etc......until the last reduction from 30 to 25 three weeks ago. I had the usual withdrawals at first, but after a week or so began getting more symptoms.
Three weeks ago my son who lives with me and has health issues of his own, also broke a bone in his foot and is on crutches and I’m caring for him plus doing all the chores, cooking, etc, we usually share.
Last weekend i had some back of the head pain and more neck pain. Talked to an on-call nurse, not the doctors office, who was concerned and very thorough, “if more head pain, take more pred, or go to the ER, you may need to go slower on your taper”. This nurse was more thorough, knowledgeable about GCA, and concerned than any medical professional I’ve had on this whole journey. .
The head pains got better, I took Tylenol at some point. So don’t know if all the tension caused the head pain, but the neck, head, shoulder, pains felt similar to what I had before diagnosis, just not as severe.
I saw my rheumy again last Monday and told her what was going on with my son at home and before I could ask if the PMR type pains or head pains or more stress could mean for the pred dose, she was out the door. “Your bloods are fine, reduce to 20, there are other drugs if this doesn’t work, Actemra).”
I SO don’t want to have to fight about symptoms, reducing, being heard and listened to again! I see people post about this all the time —the docs that only go by blood tests, don’t think stress affects the disease, etc. GET OFF PRED AS FAST AS POSSIBLE”. too fast tapers, etc. Not being heard is major stress!!!
Yesterday I had kind of a meltdown and got angry with my son!, not fair to him!, I was so depressed and tired I binged on chocolate and chips,,,paid for it with stomach pain, (the chocolate did help though!)
I’m still on 25 mg, I did not go down to 20 last week as rheumy wanted me too.
I saw my eye specialist last Wednesday, she saw no damage from GCA, but I have some double vision reading. She wants me to monitor it to see if it is from my ancient glasses, Or if it could be concerning. I need a new prescription).
Also my tinnitus is a lot worse.
I’ve had a lot of pain in my right hip(new), a day of weird pain and bruising in my thumb joints?!, lots more osteo pain in my right knee, ( osteoporosis before PMR/GCA but pain is a lot worse when walking now).
Are there other things that could be causing this I should be tested for and the taper is actually Ok?
I’m so stressed trying to decide what to do, should I call my rheumys office about the symptoms if she will just discount them anyway and go by the blood tests? I have an appointment again in 10 days and if I haven’t reduced she will want to know why I’m sure. On our first visit she did tell me she wanted to know about any symptoms, but that didn’t work at our last visit.
I’m still confused about reducing if you have symptoms.
I feel like staying at 25. for the next week and see if I can do anything to get more rest and if I feel better. My son has to be off his foot for another 2 1/2 weeks, then if X-rays are OK he can do more.
Oh and my car has broken down, major financial issues, family stress with my sister who is partially supporting us, I could go on but I won’t!!!
Thanks for reading this long rant! It just helps to get it off my chest to those who understand.