Some of you may have read my last post but, to cut a long story short I have been in almost constant pain for over a year now and its really taking a toll on me. only thing ever found in tests were adhesions and doctors have been so reluctant to help me I feel like I am cursed. How can it be possible that EVERY doctor i see shuts the door in my face and just has no sympathy or empathy and doesnt want to help. I am going to be 21 in a few weeks, and I'm in my second year of uni. I also have a part time job and I am finding it so so HARD to cope. I am so upset every single day, when I get an essay assignment I sit down to try and do it and just end up crying from the pain from sitting (always worse when sitting) and so sad because I really want to do well, but feel like this thing is really holding me back.
I AM LOSING ALL HOPE. honestly this is the lowest I have ever felt and i just feel like I cant even talk to my family about it anymore because they have had enough and they just pretend like its not happening. i am struggling so much i feel like i am suffocating and drowning and like the world is crashing down on top of me. I need a way out of this I cant deal with it anymore. This pain has destroyed every single aspect of my life, friends, family relationships, ended a relationship with my boyfriend. Also not doing well at uni and constantly have to keep asking for extentions and special arrangements, which as you can imagine is really embaressing and uncomfortable having to let my teachers know all the time that I cant do their essay because I've been in too much pain etc :(( </3.
can someone PLEASE PLEASE recommend me a good private pelvic pain doctor. if you are not allowed to reply publically maybe inbox me directly. seriously you have no idea how much you would be helping me! I'm trying to work alot despite my pain so I can save some money to see a private doctor because the NHS is a joke.
thanks for your time, and sorry for the rant, but please do send me recommendations. I live in London and would be happy to travel to any part of london for a good one.
wish you all the best xxx