First, a little about me.
I am 47 years old and was diagnosed early onset PD at 35 or so. I grew up on a farm in a small town in central FL. I played sports my whole life. Baseball, Wrestling, Softball, and even a little football. I married my high school sweetheart, have a great job, and two sons that are fantastic….Life was great!
Then one day at work, a coworker noticed my laptop was shaking. I thought nothing of it. Then over the next year or so, I noticed that my cellphone would vibrate in my pocket like I was getting a call. My cellphone was not even in my pocket…Odd right? Then while playing golf I noticed my hand starting to tremor a little. At that point I decided to go see a DR
The first neurologist I went to brushed it off as essential tremor. In fact, he said if I "had a few drinks, it will go away. That is how I would know it is just ET” Of course my response was "If I have a few drinks and my tremor goes away....I am an alcoholic!" He did not appreciate my humor.... And for sure, I went out and got drunk. Guess what, I was just a shaky drunk. I even tried CBD oil and smoking a joint. again...no luck. Fun, but no luck.
My main symptom at this point was a mild tremor. It was annoying but manageable. It really wasn't affecting my day to day life all that much. In-fact I tried different meds from my DR with little or no change. I tried Azilect, Neupro, Sinemet but the symptoms were so minor and came and went so often that I couldn't tell if the meds worked or not. Then for about 5 years or so I left my condition untreated because I didn’t like the side effects and from what I understood, Sinemet would be less effective long term.
Fast forward to recent years. My tremor has gotten much worse. Sinemet is my main medication and for a while it was working ok. Then my “on” times got shorter and shorter. It was now difficult to carry a plate of food, or a drink. Going from the kitchen to the dining room table, I would have to make a few trips holding everything tightly with both hands. Sometimes squeezing it against my body so I don’t spill or drop whatever I am carrying. I have a noticeable “limp” and at the end of the day I am literally exhausted from the tremors and “dragging” my leg behind me all day. My only relief was while I was sleeping, and even then, if I woke up in the middle of the night, good luck getting back to sleep because I was off meds and shaking like crazy.
My Neurologist mention DBS (Deep Brain Stimulation) Surgery as an option, so I looked into it. DBS seemed extreme to me and actually it seemed barbaric as well. Screwing that think into my head and drilling a hole into my skull?? No thanks! I will just shake my drinks up a while longer.
In 2019 it got so bad that it was getting very difficult to do my job. I am in IT, I travel a lot and configure Servers, Storage, Networks and virtualization. Luckily, my cognitive abilities are still sharp. Not only is it very difficult to walk through the airport, but it is embarrassing. I went from feeling like King ding-a-ling to just some guy with some problem holding up airport security while he fumbles around with his belt. I know, I Know, I shouldn’t wear a belt going through the airport but I suffer from no-ass-at-all disease and must wear a belt.
Now I am ready to give up or take the fight to the next level! I decide to fight! I check with the University of Florida’s Movement Disorder Center to see if I am candidate for DBS.
Apparently, I was a perfect fit! After several tests they thought that they could provide some relief to my tremor and hopefully my gait as well. I sure was hoping so. The way they do the surgery was kind of unique from what I read and saw on YouTube. They do it in three separate surgeries, Which sounded good to me…lets go!
After 6 months of anxiously waiting it was finally my day! I arrived at the hospital the first surgery went smoothly. Everyone was great. I watched the surgery live on TV as they drilled on my skull and exposed my brain. Pretty neat stuff really. The recovery time was short. I played golf the day after I have my stapled removed. 11 days 😊
Then the Covid-19 Pandemic hit!! My next two surgeries had to be postponed. Now I have one inactive wire in my brain just wanting to be hooked up but no way to have this “elective” surgery. If you ask me it was not elective, at this point I was my only hope at a more normal life and the only way I could see keeping my job.
A few months go by and then they reopened hospitals for “elective procedures”……. Wahoo, we are back, lets finish this! The next surgery wasn’t as smooth but it was ok, just a little painful. Typically the most painful part of the surgery is the shot going into the scalp in order to provide pain relief for when they screw in the “halo” The halo is the bracket they attach to your head and then thy lock it down in the operating room so that your head will stay still. Well, this time the halo slipped a little after the pain killing injections but before the screwed it into my head….they proceeded to tighten down the screws into a place that was not numb. All the way into my skull with no pain killers YIKES!!! Worst pain I have ever felt in my life. And I have had stiches, a broken ankle, and two broken arms! My wife was watching this part and I thought she was going to pass out haha…The rest of the surgery went fine, same as the first.
Time to get my battery installed!! Now I have my 3rd procedure, installing the battery, and running the wires. This surgery they put me under for, It was a breeze. I was sore longer afterwards though. After all, I did have stitches in my chest and 20 staples in head.
The results!!!
I left the hospital that day with the doctors best guess as to my DBS settings. It was great, right out of the gate. My right arm and leg which were by far the worst saw about an 85%-90 improvement. My left side probably a 40% improvement. I have since, had an appointment to program the device and we may have a little tweaking to do yet, but as of now, I am virtually tremor free! I mean 90-95% improvement in tremor on both sides now. My gait is much smoother, my dyskinesia is gone! My voice is still a little weak and my balance seems to be the same. I am no longer exhausted ant the end of the day. Once my scars heal up, I doubt anyone would even notice that I have PD! My symptoms have regressed I am guessing 10 or so years or more. I am truly amazed by this and if you asked me if it was worth it?...Hell yes! I would do it again in a minute.