Almost for two years I've found myself at the thought that I would better endure any other kind of pain but not that terrible one inside me.
I'm 37 and my husband is 40. We're both willing to have children. But we cannot du it on our own. Again pain - this time pain of blaming myself I cannot make my husband a happy father. It's so unfair!
We've already tried two cycles of IVF, but failed. That was another pain, supplemented with medicals, fertility drugs, testing, invasion etc. And all that for nothing. We're still childless !!!
Now we're offered surrogacy option as the only one available for us. Sometimes it seems like this painful road will never end...
Forgive my nagging, lovely people. But I'm so overwhelmed with all this pain that is ready to write on every single forum with understanding and supporting people. If this post is just inappropriate here, just skip it. I know everybody is suffering here. Will be praying for all you to be well and hopefully waiting for your soothing word xxx