I'm starting to feel I am losing grip on reality. Weird thoughts that are not like mine. Lying on the bed knowing there is only one option left for me. My food sickens me but I want to eat. This happens in the afternoon and evening. Its been going on for a few weeks. I've been taking more Oramorph recently.
As I type it seems not plausible but as soon as my mind gets control again its overwhelming me.
I can't get away from the pain nowadays especially since my trigeminal neuralgia has joined in sometimes for an hour a day when I'm trying to deal with the back pain.
It feels like my mind is scrabbling about trying to get away and I'm creating or searching for craziness to hide in. Its very scary and Im at a loss.
I do need some help please