Just wanted to say thanks to everyone who responded to my blog and question. Its great to feel part of a community. I made a great friend 8 years ago when I was having my first round of chemo. She was having her second lot as she had been diagnosed with ovarian cancer a year before me. We had fun and tears together and met up as a foursome with both our partners too.
She died last April and I have really missed her and although I have friends who have had other cancers its different and mostly they are in remission.
I've felt well this week as I'm having 2 weeks off chemo due to low white cells last friday and I've done my best to enjoy the time especially in the sunny days (in our new convertible!)
I also felt disappointed as I just want this treatment over with so I can get on with my "normal" life again. Makes me realise more and more that I have so little control over life and I don't like it!
love and big hug