well its that time... 3 monthly scan. Why do I get so bloomin worked up? theres bugger all I can do to change the outlook, so intellectually I know its a waste of time and energy, but I still get myself all worked up. the 'what if' monster is here, and taken up residence in my head, every ache, pain, twinge is attributed to the return of the dreaded c.
Cant concentrate, and need to get to uni, then on for the scan, but brain has seized up.
AArgh. need to get my act together, and return to rationality.
get my results next tuesday ........