Im sorry for writing this..
i dont know why i am...... I feel as though my mind is bursting..
AM I CRACKING UP
I cant think straight. I cant remember things.. All i can do is thi k a g my next check up in newcastle in three weeks... What if ........ Its bad news anx this cancer is back...will i get more trsatment...... I cant cope with this constant fear.. This constant being alert for a pain then dread of the fears and thoughts of death...... Sometimes i think dyi g now will end it all
Then its all gone
..does anyone have fears like this.
How can i stop them.
Am i loosing my mind