Hello ladies, the last few weeks since my final chemo I have been feeling so tired that I can barely get out of bed at 2 o clock in the day (after 14 hours sleep). I am so cold all the time as well. Maybe my thyroid is getting lower again, I don't know. I have also terrible pain in my shoulder most days and then again some days I dont have any pain. I feel like I am not moving on from this. People see me in town and say arent you gret to be up and about but, what they dont see is that i get so tired I cant get all the shopping done. I went out with a friend of mine today and it was great to meet up with her as she has had a death in the family recently. I am fed up of being tired, and Christmas is the time to be "jolly". I am tired of putting on a brave face and people saying its all over me now. Mentally it takes its toll doesnt it.