After 8 weeks of being unwell, having a chest drain and two tummy drains done the last being carried out last week, I have eventually started 4th line chemo on Monday consisting of daily chemo for a week with two weeks off. This for six sessions. I got myself really down during the eight weeks but since Monday am pulling myself out of the black hole and starting to think more positively, and let the chemo hopefully put me into remission again. Its good to read the blogs on this site as it makes you appreciate that you are not alone and there is always someone to chat to. Its now three years since I was diagnosed and during remission times have felt very positive and am trying to be now.