Hi Everyone
Hope you are feeling ok today. Just thought I would post a little update. I have been in remission for 18 months now and over the summer I've been out there doing some 'must do' things such as galloping down a beach, getting a puppy (!), dyeing my hair (see pic) , going glamping (lol) and my first ever visit to the Chelsea Flower show!
Like many others I was very much affected when we lost the lovely Clare, who's funeral is today. She was often in my thoughts over the summer and she gave me a sort of inspiration to say 'yes' to new experiences and to have a go at things.... because she wasnt able to do this somehow I felt that I couldnt spend time feeling sorry for myself or worrying about the future... I needed to be out there living life and doing stuff in a way that I am sure Clare would have done had she been granted that time.
So my time is almost up-next week is my Oncology appt when I find out if I get another 3 months of freedom or 'the other'. Although I am nervous (no symptoms but when did that ever stop the worries?) I am very grateful for this summer, the memories will stay with me whatever happens next. Lots of Love Lyndall