Hi, I saw my oncologist today and my ca125 had gone from 19 to 78. I feel so down I was really hoping the tamoxifen were going to work for me. He said I have to see him again in six weeks and he will see what my blood results say and then put me in for ct scan.. I feel so depressed, he asked if we had anything planned like going on holiday. We hadn't so he said we should try and have a break away before my next blood test. I was so hoping these tablets would work for me. He hasn't told me to stop taking them so will carry on with them,.