I know I am being silly but this worry is really spoiling a very exciting time for me. I've just moved into a lovely house with my partner and I can only see doom and gloom. After last chemo yesterday CA125 was 15. It did rise to 17 but the returned to 15 where is has been for some time. Last week it was 20. My tummy area feels fine. I'm tired but just moved and on Avastin. I have throat problems but believe that's avastin. I'm convinced it's back. I can't tell anyone my fears as they get upset. Has anyone had a rise and fall in CA numbers?