I'm feeling low and tearful this morning. As most of you know I have a daughter 27 with OCD. I also have a daughter 25 with an eating disorder.
The daughter with the eating disorder told me that she feels suicidal and because I spend most of my energy trying manage the OCD for my other daughter she feels I don't care about her.
I hardly see her whuch breaks my heart.
It really is my fault I don't see her as I don't push hard enough to go against the restrictions of the OCD.
I feel depleted and useless. I'm an adult but I can't make simple derisions for myself without a full on breakdown from my daughter with the OCD.
I had a glimmer of hope a few days ago that things were moving forwards but no. She pulled the wool over my eyes on that one.