What am I to do? I nearly put this in the questions section but it's rhetorical, I don't think there are any easy answers. Sore, cold mouth & gums (Sulphasalzine? I've been on it nearly 4 weeks), lumps on tip of tongue which started as ulcers, dead small but drive me mad day & night (Mtx?? Ulcers started before the Sulpha) sore, hot hands - now that's RA I think. I'm knackered & queasy, worried about rocketing ESR and other stuff .... I'm trying to live a normal life here but it's not happening.
Gave up smoking & am pleased about that now I've given up drinking completely too because of blood results. The people I would most like to invite round for dinner happen to be drinking, smoking types so I can't face it & besides I haven't got the energy anymore to cook AND talk to people. The spring sunshine offers some respite but otherwise everything has gone a bit pear shaped. I'm not depressed, I just want more gaps in between the miserable bits.
Anyone read the Book of Job???
Hope you are all better than I am. Luce xx