Up until about a month ago I possesed 110 pairs of shoes (post spring clean its about 102!), now this I admit is excessive but my reasoning had always been I don’t smoke or drink (much!) and I buy value range when Im a bit short! There was once an old lady who lived in her shoe, so if the mortgage repayments became a problem this was always an option!
Oddly it was the wearing of some of these shoes that first drew my attention to my RA, I started in May of last year to suffer severe foot pain, to the extent that I bought a pair of flat, wide fitting Schol shoes for work (this was, in my mind the equivalent of a house coat and a blue rinse) I have always, against my mothers advice forced my feet into high heels, wedges, platforms, stilettos and boots, I would suffer the pain in the name of fashion and would always be equipped with a purse full of plasters and always wake up after a night out with filthy feet after walking (stumbling) home barefoot.
My search for suitably stylish but comfortable footwear has become a bit of a lifes mission, and more so now since the RA has kicked in, Im still searching but in the meantime whilst the odd social outing out may cause me a few extra aches and pains the next day, for that night Im not Clare the 34 years old with RA who everyone feels sorry for who has a wrist splint, knee brace and a handbag full of drugs, Im whoever I want to be and I look and feel fabulous, and to me there’s no better medicine….