Ihave chronic illnessess. (diabetes, RA hypothyroid. RLS and some other stuff) I went on holday mid january- only to hit the wall. because i had been overdoing everything - working mega overtime, stressful home life and running around after married daughters/granddaughter husband etc. I totally crashed once i got back from my short break to England. I stopped ALL my medications and even decided my life wasn't working and i didn't want to be part of it anymore. Well I didn;t get that far. I went to see my Doc who was great and signed me off work and told me to rest. I am in a lot of pain everywhere and when i seen him at the beg of this week he wants me to go back on my methotrexate at the same dose 25mg on a monday - i thought he might have said start on a lower does as i havent taken it for four weeks. . I don'tknow whether i want to go back on it anyway???. not sure what i want to do and not sure if i am doing any damage by stop start. Seeing him Tuesday need to tell him but i think he'll tell me to stert it again???? i wil have to wait and see, i am sick of poisoning myself with this stuff.