hi guys how u all doing
my pain at the moment is so high i just cant bare it anymore doing hot baths is helping but my legs,back,neck,elbow and wrist is killing me been on methatrexate now 13 weeks and don't see no improvement just keep getting bad blood results all the time with my kidneys and liver feeling really tired all the time and stuff trying to work 14 hours a week but even that is hard for me.
im only 20 years old and feel like i cant b normal anymore even going shopping is a task for me now
any one else feeling like this?
to be honest i just don't wanna b here anymore im fed up completely i know i have friends and family that love me but i just cant go on like this anymore i got a partner whos been with me 3 years and still doesnt understand. and my family still dont understand after 20 years off this condition and how ive struggled still dont know how im feeling or what im going through day to day it annoys me sooo much just wished i didnt have this anymore i fee isloated and down but going to consulatnt tomorrow hope he has something to help me.
if someone could help that would b brilliant just need a bit of support
much love tara xxx