This is the first time i have put a message on this site. Feeling down today. Had check up yesterday and MTX been increased to 10 tablets. Is it just in my mind that taking 10 individual tabs of 2.5mg is worse than l or 2 of a higher dose?! Why do they not come in higher dose form? 8 tablets make me feel sick so looking forward to 10! Came from hospital to dentist for a check up only to be told have a gum infection and put on antibiotics! More tablets! Went for my swim this morning and couldnt turn the locker key because of sore wrists! Thinking of wrapping myself in cotton woold for the rest of the day!