So who opened her big mouth too soon then? Moi. That's who.
Riding high on a wave of euphoria, I had convinced myself I was on the way back up from a long trip down. I told you didn;t I?
So what's changed? Errrr..... have no idea...
My pecker is down, my positivity as become negative, euphoria has become neurotic and I have lost the will to go on.... well it's not quite that bad, but bad enough.
I bloomin' well give up. It's the fatigue mostly, just tired, no motivation again, and sit dreaming the day away. Time is just slipping by so quickly each day and I haven't done anything.
I have had a couple of days when I wanted to get up and at it. but it got up and went!!! I became so tired, irritable and miserable.
Just when you think you have scored a goal, some so-and-so has moved the flippity goal posts...
But, and it's a very big but... it will not beat me... ..... ..... whatever it is!
See ya later peeps and take care