hi everyone, hope you are all keeping well. i had a telephone appointment with my consultant in regards of how my methotrexate is doing etc. i told her that i’m still in pain a lot of the time and felt like i needed to try something else or make some changes etc.
her response was that she doesn’t want to change my medication and weaken my immune system during the time of a pandemic which is understandable, however she mentioned that my blood work is ‘that of a normal persons and you wouldn’t be able to tell i have arthritis’ and that she doesn’t want to mess with my medication. she said to take pictures if my joints swell up as that’s the only way she’d make changes to it.
now that seems like a good response, blood work is fine HOWEVER for me, this is not what i wanted as i’m still having flare ups!! it’s frustrating how i can feel on the verge of death yet my bloods look completely normal. another issue is that my joints aren’t always swollen when i’m in pain, i cant document it and take photos because it looks no different to how it usually does. i’m starting to think maybe i have some type of fibromyalgia, i suffer with chronic fatigue and pain, my legs and arms are sensitive to touch and feel bruised sometimes, i have recently suffered with IBS which flares up every now and again and sometimes have blips of brain fog.
i’ll also mention i have depression which i have been put on antidepressants for. this has helped more with my fatigue and sleep etc however i feel like there’s some underlying health condition other than arthritis that i am suffering with. sometimes i get swollen joints and then other times i get pain that isn’t necessarily around my joints. like along my humerus muscles (upper arm). it’s very debilitating and because of the pandemic going on i feel like it’ll be a while before i get to the bottom of it. my consultant seemed pretty dismissive and didn’t question me about it when i mentioned i wasn’t feeling 100% so im kinda down in the dumps and unsure of what to do.