hi , I just wanted to say a very big thank you to all who responded to my post. it has lifted my heart to to hear other peoples stories concerning rituximab, and has calmed me down about facing having it, I really don't have a choice now but to take it regardless of my fears, as I cant stand to be this the pain any longer , house bound and near enough bed ridden with the pain, i am getting now I will try anything although I still don't have any trust or faith concerning consultant, you think your the only one in this world going through this but I know I'm not, I wouldn't wish this hell on my worse enemy, .the biggest thank you from my heart and easing my fears
mary xx