Ok so I won't ramble on. The pharmacy were meant to deliver an emergency Prednisone pack. I'm currently on 40mgs (I know it's a lot and that's not very safe...but have no choice) a day and they are the only drug keeping me alive right now (bad lungs and RA) and there is a local festival going on so the pharmacy couldn't get to me and had to return them to pharmacy. I'm meant to have taken them 2 hours ago and here I am wondering who I can ask to help me out and go and get them (I'm fully disabled by this and can barely move at all....and since getting sick I've not had any friends either) and I am so sick of asking people to help me, feeling like a damn cripple who can't do anything for herself and realising that even now how bad it all is....nobody really cares. Why do things always have to be so hard, why can't I just wake up one day and skip to the loo and dance to music....why can't I just be the person I used to be, instead of this wreck .... And I'm really scared what will happen to me if I go from 40mgs to nothing for the weekend... I think we all know that's not safe
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