For those who've been wondering where I am, I apologize. In January my gp increased my anti-depressant (doubled it) in an attempt to get better pain control. Not a good idea. I became actively suicidal, I had a plan, a time, and I only barely managed to tell my beloveds . I spent six weeks in the psych unit. The psychiatrist there tut-tutted about my meds, and changed them all. I saw my own psychiatrist this week, and he was appalled at the hospital doctor's med choices. That means that today, the day after methotrexate is also the second day of new psych meds. I've been on Enbrel for about 3 months now, and it's worked so well for me that my crp is normal. I'm still sore if I don't take my nabilone, but I can live with that!
Anyway, I'm trying to be back. Perhaps I ought to be front, too? xxx