Okay, I heard back from the rheumy's office, and she said I can stop the MTX (I didn't realize it can boost blood sugars, too). I have an appointment on Monday, and she's asked me to see the education nurse afterwards. I don't honestly know what that precisely means, but with any luck it will mean better sugars. At very least it gives me back my Saturday, which is kind of an odd thought after all these months. At least they got back to me, though, and I didn't feel particularly condescended to. (bad sentence, but you know what I mean). I don't quite know how to feel about it, but I guess I'll just see where the path leads next.