I had a nightmare last night-that I was searching high & low for my purple bear and couldn't find it. I was in a familiar place but it wasn't my home or my old college dorm room. Someone was urging me to hurry up but I was just a flurry looking under the bed, or on the top shelf of my closet, etc etc. I was stressed but not frantic. I remember feeling around beside me in bed too.
When I woke up, my little purple bear (for real) was pushed up onto my headboard. I haven't been sleeping very good for the last 4 nights-even with my sleeping pill, so 2 nights ago I tried sleeping with my extremely soft bear. It has helped me support my aching wrist and when I couldn't find it in my sleep, I guess that I dreamed about it. Weird.
I have red eyes and deep bags under my eyes today. I don't know what is going on that I'm having trouble sleeping. My body is kind of humming today, it feels like it could go either way-towards a flare or back to normal. I took my prednisone early, so maybe I can get it to go the right way.
Still lunch and a funeral to go to today. Maybe the sitting will help.