My first day into week two and I'm very happy to be here!
The urge to smoke is still with me and I think I need to be on high alert at the moment.
Part of me wants to let my guard down, a voice is telling me that it's not that hard to stop smoking - I've already managed it for a week without too much pain. The same voice then suggests that I chill out and have a few smokes, it won't matter I can just stop again after that since its not that hard to quit.
I pretty much made up my mind to happily pop over to the shops and buy some cigarettes, then suddenly I realized and thought 'stop, wtf am I thinking - this is stupid'. So I came on here to share.
How sneaky is this nicodemon, it truly is like the devil. It really manipulates the way you think and somehow makes the indefensible seem ok. A wolf in sheep's clothing, as it acts like your friend but is really your enemy!
I need to stay alert and know that I do not want to smoke today.
Hope everyone else is doing well today.