After being off the tabs for two and a half months I decided to have "just one" cigar on Christmas Eve.
On Christmas Day I smoked the rest of the pack (which I had promised myself I would throw away after having my "just one" the night before)
By the 28th I was smoking a pack of cheap cigarillos (17) a day
By New Years Day I was starting to cough again when I woke up in the morning.
By Sunday I was back to feeling lousy and tired.
I haven't had one now since I went back to work on Monday and I'm going through the first-week cravings all over again. I really, really craved one this morning but I didn't have one.
This is all my own daft fault so I'll put up with the consequences, just thought I would post this to try to put off anybody who is thinking of having "just one".