My first post in month 3, I am on day 96 and as the title suggests that's my feelings!
Just been away for a three day trip with my boys football club, really enjoyed it, but I am now finding myself snapping and being downright horrible to my wife and kids. It's getting so bad that I feel that I might start again, as I was never this bad to the ones I hold dear when I smoked and I figure that if I was to go early due to some smoking related illness, at least they would remember the nice (bad smelling) Shaun instead of this horrible little sh*t I am slowly turning into!
I am really struggling, this is the worst I have ever felt since I packed in! I went for a walk tonight as I normally do now, but seriously if I had found half a cig on the street I would have picked it up and bought some matches and smoked it, in fact I was looking for that cigarette butt!
Good luck to you all, but I feel I will be on back to day 1 tomorrow!