It's now pouring down with rain, I have just got in from being rained off a job(got a gardening co.). A month ago I would have gone straight out the back and had a cigarette. It made me laugh that in the state I was in, wet, cold and filthy, the first thought as I came in the house would have been to get out the back for a smoke. How crazy does the addiction get you!
The shower was much more enjoyable.